Have finally managed to reinstate it and can begin to post again. It's been hard to read old posts today and feel the pain of my journey.
So, I'm still alive and fighting on. Still struggling and waiting for trauma therapy to be effective. Nights are still hard but I have not been back in hospital for over a year. I lost my driving licence and managed to get it back after a fight. I have had 4 Cpns in a year and finally have Jim, who I seem to be getting on with better.
Will post more later in the week