Sunday, 22 September 2013

Feeling numb

Another week over and a busy week ahead. I'm just feeling kind of numb and exhausted. I haven't even rang the night crisis team this week as I just haven't got the energy to even begin to explain to someone how I am feeling and what is going on. It's nothing new anyway - same old crap.
My manager said that 30% of our team are going to be made redundant but I'm not even going to start worrying as what will be will be. I just hope I don't have to reapply for my job and have to be interviewed etc.
It's not like me to feel so low and empty - it's like I've got nothing left except to give in.
I'm not going to do that though as he is not going to win.